Sunday, October 02, 2005
Is it sad if my generation disappoints me? The more I see of just my senior class- the more I am...disgusted and i go into a fit of...depression. What do we have to hope for with our own kids if we're drinking and having sex and gossiping as young at 13? If we don't set a good example for even the elementary kids NOW, what good can possibly come from our own offspring?
It disappoints me.
But then i remember that God knows what's going on, and that he's put people in my life that don't hurt me and make me sad to be 17...and that He has this worked into his plan. Granted, He didn't want this to happen, but what's the worse that's going to happen? Oh that's right- the earth turns into a Hell-Hole. But at least I'll be gone.
See? I'm in a horrible mood. I kinda don't want to go further with my life...Jesus- take me now...because if i think this is bad, and i'm not gone yet- what's life going to be like when the rapture finally does happen?
That's scary to imagine...
Kinda like how much the US spends on Defense every year... but we won't get into that rant right now...
This whole thing is just making me sad. I should stop while I'm ahead....
It disappoints me.
But then i remember that God knows what's going on, and that he's put people in my life that don't hurt me and make me sad to be 17...and that He has this worked into his plan. Granted, He didn't want this to happen, but what's the worse that's going to happen? Oh that's right- the earth turns into a Hell-Hole. But at least I'll be gone.
See? I'm in a horrible mood. I kinda don't want to go further with my life...Jesus- take me now...because if i think this is bad, and i'm not gone yet- what's life going to be like when the rapture finally does happen?
That's scary to imagine...
Kinda like how much the US spends on Defense every year... but we won't get into that rant right now...
This whole thing is just making me sad. I should stop while I'm ahead....
